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"Just so there is no confusion or 'source' to attack my character, I am saying my side," she begins. "Travis and I were very much together in September when the horrific [jet crash] happened. Not only did I fly to Georgia, I stayed by his side the entire stay and also for the bus ride home to L.A. I think any human being with a heart ... would do the same."
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After they returned to Los Angeles and he was hospitalized, "I came across numerous romantic emails with MANY other woman -- some famous, some I personally knew -- all heart breaking," she continues, adding that one woman involved "should be ashamed" of herself.
At the time, Moakler says "employees of my ex were writing comments on gossip networks like TMZ and Perez Hilton , attacking me as a woman and a mother. I think those were more painful than the infidelities."
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"As anyone can imagine, I was devastated," she says. "This is when I stopped going to the L.A. hospital."
Despite all the drama, Moakler says she made sure Barker "had a strong support system in place with friends and family, and I made it clear to them why I would be dismissing myself."
She says she hoped in her "heart" she could "remain friends" with Barker, but never had any intentions of getting back together.
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"It was a painful time that no one, unless they had lived it, has the right to judge," she says. "Any actions I may or may have not done after this time mean nothing."
Moakler continues, "I have been attacked by my ex and his friends in the press for years at this point. I have never verbally bashed him as a father. In fact, MANY times I have had to bite my tongue and try to be the bigger person."
"I have tried to always put the lives and thoughts and feelings of my children first," she adds. "I am by no means an angel, and I have made many mistakes, but a woman can only turn her cheek so many times."
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A '"no comment' just wasn't sufficient this time" after Usmagazine.com's report Wednesday.
Moakler says the whole ordeal is "sad and I wish it had been left behind closed doors. I am a human being and the bashing has taken its toll. Hope you're all happy."
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sw33t4ssug4ronce a cheater always a cheater...no matter who did what first...everyone needs to stop analyzing everything celebrities may or may not do...WHO HAS THE RIGHT TO JUDGE ANYONE? the past is just that, the past, the future is just that, the future and the present is just that, the present !so make sure you live today to the fullest.report abuseposted April 21, 2009 9:15 AM PDT
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James OThe only cheek she seems to be good at turning is her A_ _ cheeks !report abuseposted April 21, 2009 8:01 AM PDT
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__A_YAHOO_USER__what an idiotreport abuseposted April 21, 2009 7:20 AM PDT
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JenniferWow...I love how interested we all are in everyone else's lives, maybe we should focus more on our own. Don't just ASSUME to know who did what...unless you know these people personally, you can NOT sit and believe a friggin word the tabloids say.report abuseposted April 21, 2009 5:37 AM PDT
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BarbieShame on you all for taking sides! Do You KNOW these people? I am sure of one thing- both Shanna and Travis had multiple opportunities to cheat with people in it for their own gain. The whole thing is a damned shame!report abuseposted April 20, 2009 7:26 PM PDT
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His WifeI am just curious how all these people know she is a cheater, unless you were the ones she was cheating with. Let them live thier lives and quit adding to the drama. Yeah she may have cheated, but sounds like he did too. Get over, sounds like she is sure trying to.report abuseposted April 20, 2009 7:14 PM PDT
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KatieI really hope this blonde girl is just crazy....I don't want to see Gerry Butler to get into this,and this is not like him......she's just lying,I hope.report abuseposted April 9, 2009 6:12 PM PDT
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jakOMG Shanna is a cheating whore! Travis is always the damn victim! She needs to take all her drama and get out of his lifereport abuseposted April 6, 2009 11:49 AM PDT
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jennifer paceYa know what, I think everyone needs to mind their own damn business and stay the hell out of everyone elses. They are human just like we are. Every makes mistakes. But just because your famous, it has to be out in the open. Let them live their lives, I feel for both of them, and wishe them and their children the best in life.report abuseposted April 5, 2009 12:04 PM PDT
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gloria Rthis whole post acomment thing would be good if i new who the heck these people werereport abuseposted April 3, 2009 9:59 AM PDT
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