June 22, 2007Us Magazine
Blake Fielder-Civil admits he introduced his wife,
Amy Winehouse,
to drugs in a new interview.
I dragged Amy into it, and without me there is no doubt that she
would never have gone down that road," Fielder-Civil told the
U.K.'s
News of the World. "I ruined something beautiful.
Listen to excerpts from Fielder-Civil's taped
interview.
He said he would end their marriage to stop her from killing
herself.
"Now I have to let her go to save her life. I am not abandoning
her. I am doing this out of love," he said. "I have had to live
with that for the past year that I have been in prison and I have
got so much remorse.
In the interview, Fielder-Civil, 26, admitted to introducing
Winehouse, 25, to crack cocaine and self-injury. He said that
Winehouse only smoked marijuana before he gave her hard drugs. He
also described watching Winehouse have a seizure after an all-day
binge.
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"It was heartbreaking seeing someone you love more than yourself,
someone you would die for, someone you would kill for, on the floor
shaking," he said.
Fielder-Civil admitted that "it's my fault" and said he'd been in
tears and speaking to counselors about how he and Winehouse can't
be together.
"If it wasn't for drugs, me and Amy would be so happy. Just without
that in our lives -- without crack and without heroin -- Amy would
be making beautiful music," he said.
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He reached out to Winehouse through
News of the World: "I'm
sorry that love isn't enough... I'm sorry that we can't be normal
together."
The couple wed in May 2007 in Miami Beach. They were both arrested
for marijuana possession in October of that year. Fielder-Civil was
then sent to jail after being charged with conspiracy involving
alleged witness tampering. He was released Nov. 5.
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